While My Guitar Gently Weeps

The best poem by Moe.

2010-02-12T04:48:00.000-08:00

Dear pus bag,

birthdays never meant squat to me.
Then you offered to take me fishing, and like a stumblebum chump,
i dared to hope.

but then you shattered my dreams like a duff tallboy in a bar brawl,
and you jammed the jagged neck right up my heart's butt.

I guess I just wasn't meant to be happy or handsome or anything really.

( you can found this in the simpsons,Moe N Lisa episode).hahahahaha...

Tired Of You...killer song

2010-02-11T08:10:00.000-08:00

I can be your liar
I can be your bearer of bad news
Sick and uninspired by the diamonds in your fire
Burning like a flame inside of you
Is this just desire or the truth

So shame on me for the ruse
Shame on me for the blues
Another one returned that I'll never use

I won't go getting tired of you
I won't go getting tired of you
I'm not getting tired
I won't go getting tired of you
I won't go getting tired of you
I'm not getting tired

Hanging on this wire
Waiting for the day I'll have to choose
Cursed by love so dire
One more boy for hire
One more boy to lend a hand to you
Is this just desire or the truth

So shame on me for the ruse
Shame on me for the blues
Another one returned that I'll never use

I won't go getting tired of you
I won't go getting tired of you
I'm not getting tired
I won't go getting tired of you
I won't go getting tired of you
I'm not getting tired of you

I can be your liar
I can be your bearer of bad news
Sick and uninspired by the diamonds in your fire
Burning like a flame inside of you
Is this just desire or the truth

So shame on me for the rues
Shame on me for the blues
Another one returned that I'll never use

I won't go getting tired of you
I won't go getting tired of you
I'm not getting tired
I won't go getting tired of you
I won't go getting tired of you
I'm not getting tired of you

the square root of three.

2009-12-29T09:29:00.000-08:00

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

the killing session.

2009-10-19T01:16:00.000-07:00

yo..
today pretty much a tiring day for me..quite busy with the class , practice and sleeping.haha
erm , a month to go before I finishd my first semester. in that in one month, a lot of stuff going on.I'm currently practicing on couple of songs with my classmate.we are going to perform in front public for the very first time in my college as a DBMI (Dip in Biz for Music Industry or Dont Bring Miss Independent) band..haha..the line up for our band ;

Ariff-vocals,acoustics
Tunku Shafiq - drums
Yasen-back up vocals,bass
Daryl -lead guitar
Me (Faisal) - rhythm guitar, vocals

so, the track list for our band are :

the kill by 30 seconds to mars.
my hero by foo fighters.
blurry by puddle of mudd.

we haven't decide yet what song to play based on the 3 songs but we are practicing hard ( hard la sngt..haha) in order to get the sound right and the band together..
today,we just chilling while jamming some groove songs and we just had our killing session..I managed to record it even its not that good..but just watch the video la k?haha

quotes from Ariff : there's a beast inside of you,man..

p/s : this is the 'main-main' version as you know my voice is not good at all.. =]
I just go all out with ariff and just scream together and laugh..kinda funny..trust
me,the bridge part is the worst part..haha..my voice cant go until that high note coz I'm like
screaming all the time..hehe.out,peace.

The COOLest CEO ! The COOLest trip !

2009-09-16T06:38:00.000-07:00

hye!
today was a very fun day for me.
woke up early in the morning around 7 am after just an hour of sleeping..i just cant sleep, that's my problem...went straight to college for the management class..the class started around 9.30 am until 11 something.. after the class,my friends(Ariff, Nadhirah, Elane,and Daryl) and I went to One Utama to meet our lecturer there for our trip to Sri Pentas and pretty much of 8tv.while waiting for our lecturer(Mr.Farul),we just LEPAKing at One Hotel watching people walking infront of us at the hotel lobby.haha.its kinda fun..owh ya, I met Caprice there,the hip hop artiste...after getting bored of the hotel,we decided to take a tour in Sri Pentas.very2 exciting !..I saw many celebrities just walking infront of me..I'm so excited that time..haha..then after a while,Mr.Farul took us to the 8tv hq at the 3rd floor of sri pentas to meet the CEO,Ahmad Izham Omar..When I met him,I'm kinda suprised to see a CEO just wearing a jeans,sneakers and Berklee t-shirt.he has that very humble look eventhough he is a CEO..we take our time just chatting with him and gives us a chance to ask him questions about his career.(p/s: he sat beside me !)haha.very nice person.know so much about the music biz as well as the show biz locally and internationally..so,I askd him about his fav band,I'm shocked when he say his fav band is THhe Beatles..(same like me).he has this one giant poster of The Beatles in his room,which is similar like mine but slightly bigger..now I know that he's taking control of 8tv,MonkeyBone record company and all the radio stations under media prima..after an hour of chatting and borak2,he took us for a trip...which is I think the best trip for me so far in 2009,.he took us to 8tv office and 8tv news studio.we spend like a couple of minute learning how a pembaca berita read the news infront of the camera,and how they work in that small room..then go straight to MonkeyBone record label,which is just a small office joined with other 8tv crew..there,we met the assistant of the CEO,and the manager of the MonkeyBone..then,we went to the creative dept of 8tv.,a dept which control every single chatting box on the tv and how the subtitles work...next,Ahmad Izham took us to hot fm,to learn how the radio stations work and again its a small place with a lot of things going on there..we met the manager of all the radio stations of media prime,Seelan Paul..very nice guy, thought us a lot of things about how radio stations work..to explain more details about the radio stations,Sharifah Aleya joined us..trust me,she is so funny..she took us to the studio where all the hot fm dj's do the talking and explaind to us on how a dj works..I wished Sharifah Amani was there..hehehe...then the last place Ahmad Izham took us was the fly fm..we met jules and prem there...they like buzy talking when at the same time,they just waves at us..then, on our way to the main lobby, I saw Rozita Che Wan,that malay actress and Nabil..Ahmad Izham gve us like a few tips on how to start a career in a music buz and he will give us the chance to work with him at 8tv..we end out trip there..its the coolest trip !
After the trip ,Ariff,Amin and me went buka puasa at amcorp mall and play pool..after that,we headed to a&w coz Amin wanted to eat the waffles..haha..hanging around a lil bit..chilling and borak2...then,Ariff sent me home and here I am sitting in front of the lappy wrte something on this blog with the happy feelling !..haha...
i guess that's it for today .. I going to bed coz I'm so damn tired..
trust me,Ahmad Izham is the coolest CEO I ever met in my life..
peace !!

Plane

2009-09-11T05:13:00.000-07:00

hello !
as usual,I'm good..still waiting for hari raya and waiting for all my friends to come home to KL..haha..
owh,ya..now i think im so into a song called PLANE by jason mraz.
the story behind this song is that he was in a relationship with this girl who lived far away, and he always flew out to her then flew back and he always felt like he was saying goodbye. and they text a lot because they could be together too much, and one day i think he was boarding a plane and a thought just occurred to him, so he text her and said something along the lines of. "if the plane goes down, just know that i love you."..brilliant rite? You really can feel his emotion in this song..haha..you shoud try "dramatica mujer" too.cool song...so,hope you have time to listen to that song yea...chow !

SECRET .You.ME

2009-09-10T10:42:00.000-07:00

hye.
the last few weekends is the best in my life ...yerp,hanging out with my friends.buka puase, sahur together, futsal ,lepak...we having a great time ..
my mid term holiday just started last monday and now its almost friday..erm,its been a normal week for me with nothing extraordinary things happen in my life..still living under the same light..talking to the same wall..building the same castle..that's pretty much my life..actually,its not that boring if I knw how to handle the time properly...everynight is the same for me nowadays...still wish her goodnight..haha..sometimes i think i need to stay away from my phone after i wish her goodnight to avoid myself from reply the msg..its hard you know..its like a shadow ..no matter how hard you try to run away from it,the shadow of your own just keep running back to you..so,that's it for now..THE END.Hari Raya coming soon..haha

SeLAMAt HARi RAYA!!

Under Your Light

2009-08-17T07:43:00.001-07:00

My next task for the record company operation is to create a album cover for my own artiste
under my own record company.
seriously,I don't know how to do that and I have no idea at all.
but then,last night this idea suddenly came out of my head while I'm watching John Mayer
concert,Where the light is (live in LA). Cool and awesome stuff,trust me...
After couple of hours sitting in front of the lappy,
I managed to complete my first album cover for my very own imagination artist,SOFIA.
.(Symphony Of Faisal's Imagination Artist).haha...
Faisalistic Records is my very own record label..in the making,insyaallah.

so,this is the world premiere of my first album cover...

SOFIA
.under your light.

track list:
1.ghost of my youth
2.blood & faces
3.under your light
4.less is more
5.sweet young love
6.song for you

JOHN LENNON

2009-08-12T09:28:00.000-07:00

yello !

today i didnt go to my record company operation class because I woke up late..hehe..I have to admit this, today was a long and boring day for me..yeah,boring !!....just hanging around and surrender my eyes and soul sitting in front of the laptop for the whole day..its kinda fun at first but I felt bored after that..the moral of the story is I should have a plan for my spare time.

Tonight, I discover something that caught my attention..its not a thing , but its a quote, from John Lennon ..not to judge anything but its kinda make sense..so, the quote is ,

"I believe in God, but not as one thing, not as an old man in the sky. I believe that what people call God is something in all of us. I believe that what Jesus and Muhammad and Buddha and all the rest said was right. It's just that the translations have gone wrong."

Erm, I think thats all for now, waiting for England match against Holland..hehe...

NITEY NITE..

+

2009-08-05T12:11:00.000-07:00

Far, far away I want to run from you,
My eyes stop looking at you,
My mind stop thinking of you,
My ears stop listening from you,
My dreams stop building castles for you,
My hands stop holding you,
Your voice will no more be my melody,
Your tears will no more be the exquisite rain,
Your face will no more be the sunshine,
Your kiss will never wake me from my sleep anymore,
Your touch will never be my November wind anymore,
Because I am going to a place far away from you,
Where my breath will be the loudest sound,
Where my heartbeat will be the fastest pulse,
Where the night seems too warm for me,
Where my steps will be the deepest secret,
I'm running away from you,
The longer the distance carries me,
The closer it brings me back to you…

p/s: its a very tiring day for me....=}

One more to go, Baby

2009-08-04T06:18:00.000-07:00

ok guyz,one more assignment to go...after this,rest for a while...but the last assignment is the hardest one..haiya...its like freaking hard,(actually its not that hard if you rajin and use your brain to think)..haha..i cant wait for the field trip..maybe next week,hopefully ,the lecturer take us to universal music ..yeah..

need to finish my assignment ...chowz

Its A Miracle -Part 2-

2009-08-03T07:21:00.000-07:00

today pretty much a normal day for me...yeah,just a normal day..as usual,accounting class mmg pening gyler..lme2,ok la gak...but da best part is when the teacher told da class that she wont be around for a month and the accounting class cancel for a month as well as da management class because da lecturer teaching us manangement is actually her husbnad.so,free from accounting and management for a month..yeah..thats all for today...alright guyz,need to finish my assignments...bye..

Its A Miracle

2009-08-02T06:55:00.000-07:00

okay,first of all..wht da heck am i doin' here...haha..ya,its been too long since my last update n i knw its kindda lame..but wht to do,im too lazy to write...i cant find a story tht i want to write to u...damn u faisal,use ur brain...owh,ya..now,im an officially a college student,an ICOM student..for those who dunno what ICOM is,its actually International College Of Music..taking business in music industry..its a great feeling to be there but really having a hard time doing the assignments....bout the environment ,mmg bez la ..wait,my lecturer juz sms me,he said that tomorrow's class cancel,his wife juz gve birth to their baby...Congratz ,Mr.Farul...its a miracle...haha..wth,im juz talking crap ..so,bye..i promise to update everyday..if i can la...hehe

when will I meet you again

2009-04-26T05:48:00.000-07:00

"the legend of malaya"

2009-04-19T00:56:00.000-07:00

ok,last night i went to Shah Alam stadium to watch Selangor vs Perlis match..honestly,it was my very first moment in tht stadium..haha..faiz n amir were there too..we kinnda enjoyd the night although the whole match a bit boring,huhu...durng the match,i teruja wit selangor's fan..they totally the hardcore fans.. .they blowing the horns,making some noise,even throw empty bottles to the police n rela(bad habit)..we not 100% into tht game as i busy making n creating some new fresh 'song n sound' for selangor team..haha..jgn mara amir !!..selangor won the match by 2 goal to 1..thx to amri yahya for the late goal...they will face Kelantan next week at bukit jalil stadium for the FA's cup final match..hopefully,Selangor can win tht match as the fans called the team as 'The legend of malaya'..lastly,wht im trying to say is,Malaysian football is not dead...yet..

When The Devils kill The Dragon

2009-04-16T02:07:00.000-07:00

Porto vs Manchester United
0-1
(2-3)

Estadio do Dragao,Portugal
15 April 2009

Porto:
powerful
passion
extraordinary
dangerous
young
strong
optimist
confidence

Manchester United :
arrogant
talented
fast
skillful
mastermind
stubborn
experience
excellent
unbelievable
solid
spectacular
LUCKY =]

congartz to Manchester United !!
all hail MAN UTD

The Untitled

2009-04-13T03:57:00.001-07:00

pic: copyright spidersofia.blogspot.com

5 quotes of the day

2009-04-10T05:33:00.000-07:00

''Friendship is like peeing on yourself: everyone can see it, but only you get the warm feeling that it brings''.

''Time is a great teacher, but unfortunately it kills all its pupils''

''Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway''.

''Girls are like phones. We love to be held, talked too but if you press the wrong button you'll be disconnected!''

''Men are like parking spots, the good ones are taken and the free ones are handicapped''.

90 + 5

2009-04-05T22:10:00.000-07:00

hey,last night game was awesome..man utd playd really hard in order to secure the championship title and to avoid 3 straight defeat..although man utd's back line totally messd up and they ketinggalan by a goal to 2 but thx to ronaldo for his excellent goals....its tied all 2-2 after full time then machenda with his astonishing goal gve united a goal tht they wanted...the game ended 3-2...
now united move back to the pole position..liverpool now in second place after tht match..

GLORY GLORY MANCHESTER UNITED !!

FAISALINLOVE + FAISALISME + FAISALISM + RETROFAISAL = faisalistic

2009-04-03T10:18:00.000-07:00

FAISAL + LIFE + ICON + SIMPLE + TRUTH + INNOCENCE + COMPLETE = faisalistic

LIFE = the condition that distinguishes organisms from inorganic objects and dead organisms, being manifested by growth through metabolism, reproduction, and the power of adaptation to environment through changes originating internally.

ICON = a sign or representation that stands for its object by virtue of a resemblance or analogy to it.

SIMPLE = not grand or sophisticated; unpretentious

TRUTH = ideal or fundamental reality apart from and transcending perceived experience ; the state or character of being true.

INNOCENCE = freedom from legal or specific wrong; guiltlessness ; harmlessness; innocuousness

COMPLETE = finished; ended; concluded

Cheater Of The Year

2009-02-14T01:10:00.001-08:00

Cheater of the Year - Lyric Video

=D!!!

hopeFEDERERtearsNADALjoyLIFEchelseaLIVERPOOL.ME

2009-02-02T08:23:00.001-08:00

first of all,HYE !!..
haha..
yeah,Roger Federer lost to Rafael Nadal....nvrmind,it was a tough and beautiful game..
credit to them..
I think both of them got some kind of magic that can make people become crazy when watching them playing..true icons of sport..
I'm touched when Federer cried during the prize giving ceremony..
Now I know how it feels to lose something precious in our life...
yeah,its so hard !! believe me..

credit to Liverpool too,as they blasah Chelsea 2-0..thx to tht late goals from Torres..
erm,got nothing to say anymore la..
but i got one question...
is it wrong to care about someone??

'DREAM TEAM'

2009-02-01T03:42:00.000-08:00

while I'm reading the newspaper today,something caught my attention in the sport section.It was the article about Shebby Singh's 'DREAM TEAM MALAYSIA'..maybe this line-up could bring back the quality in Malaysian football..yeah,i hope so..
so,this is the line-up for the 'dream team'..

goal keeper : Faizal Rashid (UPB/MyTeam)
right back : Daudsu Jamalludin (Kelantan)
left back : Asrarudin Putra Omar (Selangor)
center back : Aidil Zafuan (Negeri Sembilan)
center back : Azrul Azmi (UPB/MyTeam)
midfielder : Shukor Adan (Negeri Sembilan)
Bunyamin Omar (Kedah)
Amri Yahyah (Selangor)
S Kunalan (Negeri Sembilan)
Amirulhadi Zainal (Selangor)
forward : Safee Sali (Selangor)

formation : 4-2-3-1

let's make this dream come true !!...

p/s: C'MON ROGER FEDERER !!!

the chase

2009-01-27T04:37:00.000-08:00

haha...since my last blog i talk about magic..so, now i gonna talk about wht hppnd in my life last few days until this moment...it was fabulous la....my frenz and i,we had our dinner regarding to Chinese New Year last friday..it was a moment to remember...we ambush da chinese muslim restaurant sumwhere in kelana jaya...we ate so many food including the CENTURY EGG....haha...dont want to talk about it la...erm,we pretty much enjoy ourself tht day....i guess nothing weird things hppnd on saturday and sunday...just relaxing myself tht day...so,talk about today....it was the funniest football match ever...we didnt managed to finish da game although da score was 7-7 ....it was bcoz of one small dog (we call it hush puppies) chasing all da kids at taman dat time...we supposed to act cool but since irfan n fakrul start to run, then tht dog chase us all over the park n they ran like hell..so funny...i just stood at one side wit mamat watching them ran away frm tht dog...finally,theres only 2 of us left on the field,da rest ran n take cover to save their life ...the most kesian moment when faiz chased by tht dog..haha...he tried to act cool but since the dog ran to him,he start to run..he ran like in cartoon !!..so fast...haha..tht dog chased him until the basketball court frm the field ...superb funny !!...(mamat gelak smpai nk terkencing)...haha..thnk god,there's one uncle helpd him to halau tht dog...the rest just laughing at one corner..(mcm la dorng xkne kejar)..hahahaha....(faiz smpai semput kne kjar gan anjing)...pity to irfan...(bru nk tackle bdk pkai bju hijau,dh kne kjar anjing)..hahaha...thts all for today...i guess its not too late to say,

GONG XI FA CAI !!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!...

could it be magic ??

2009-01-18T03:34:00.000-08:00

18 jan 2009,
I'm still the same..
but I'm hoping for more to come and less to give.........
this life is too short to blame on people and too far to unlock the mystery..
that's why i think GOD made this world sphere so all things come around and around again..
I want a different past with the same future...
Owh,I'm so tired of thinking and thinking..
I wonder if magic could happen in my life !!

could it be magic ??

hot news..

2009-01-14T09:06:00.000-08:00

hey, im faisal...im the one hu post at faiz blog about finding a girl..
i know, and i would like to apologize.
IM SORRY FAIZ. MEGAN FOX IS YOURS.,,So do Elton John,Helmi aka King Kong, and George Michael...they all yours...
I KNOW, IM SUPPOSE TO SEARCH FROM SOMEONE ESLE ,someone hotter than her..sory faiz..u deserve tht girl along with sam witwicky with her side..
DO FORGIVE ME.
I'll BUY U AN i-TOUCH TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU but first you must buy a Mercedes the McLaren Edition for me...i post the pricelist to you ...

ANYWAY, I GOT NEWS.
I DONT NEED A GF.
IM GAY..yes !! just with you faiz!!
MEN WANT TO BE WITH ME, AND WOMAN WISH TO HARM ME because im too gorgeous for them!!

AND TO FAIZ AND PIA!!
PLEASE PRESS THE BUTTON AT MY BLOG.
POST NEW STUFF.
PRESS IT. PRESS IT FOR GLORY!!

Awesomely Legendary

2009-01-14T09:05:00.000-08:00

hey people.

faisal here..

its around 1 and i am still awake

chat with sofia awesome and faiz legendary.

have i told you about them?

they are the most awesomely legendary people that i've ever known.

sometimes i wish i can be them.

but..i can't.

haih..

this is pathetic
well do visit their blog
www.spidersofia.blogspot.com
and
http://faiz61926.blogspot.com/

p/s:

My fabulousity is above them
macam tahap maharaja beb
faiz,u're legendary
sofia,u're awesome
thats true
no doubt about it
together,we'll be the greatest gay army for all the time
all hail FAISAL !!!!

the Jewish, the Hamas and the Palestine

2009-01-13T04:02:00.000-08:00

'' semalam,
aku berdiri di tanah airku,
menanti nasib untuk menyebelahi aku,
walau kota ini berdebu,masih terlakar senyuman di wajah kami,
dinding ini tidak semegah kota kamu,
tapi ini syurga bagi aku..
hari ini,
setelah setitik darah mengalir,segumpal daging hancur,
mereka hujani kami dengan roket yang buta matanya,
musnah bumi tempat kami berpijak,
aku berlari menyelamatkan diri,
dalam dakapan ibuku,
aku dapat melihat,mendengar dan merasai,
erti sebuah kebebasan,
apa dosa kami,
saudara - saudaraku tersadai di tengah-tengah jalan,
kanak-kanak kaku putih di dalam rumah,
putus semua anggota badan anugerah tuhan,
hanya tuhan dapat mendengar jeritan mereka,
Hamas,
kau pelindung dan pejuang kami,
bawalah kami,lari jauh dari yahudi,
wahai kau yahudi,
pergilah kau dari tanah kami,
kami tak punya apa,
bahagia belum pasti menanti kami,
maut sahaja membuka pintu untuk aku,
hentikanlah segala hadiah yang kau turunkan dari langit,
tiada daya untuk kami menahannya,
bumbung bertuah kami telah kau curi,
aku dalam dakapan ibuku,
berlari-lari menuju ke sana,
aku lemparkan pandangan ke langit,
satu cahaya di atas ku,
bunyinya nyaring tidak terkata,
api membara menuju aku,
aku rasa hayatku sampai di sini,
titik noktah bagi perjalanan ini,
aku peluk erat ibuku,
setitik air mata jatuh ke tanah airku,
lafazkan kalimah syahdu,
mengucapkan selamat tinggal kepada kamu,
kerna aku tahu tiada esok untuk aku.....''

faisal
13/1/09

'THE CHRONICLES OF GAZA'

2009-01-12T04:05:00.000-08:00

''true peace is not merely the absence of tension,it is the present of justice.''
-Martin Luther King,JR

''we couldn't take anything with us,not even milk for the children.''
-Unknown

''if war is ever lawful,then peace is sometimes sinful.''
-C.S Lewis

''it is unfortunate that we can secure peace only by preparing for war.''
-JFK

''only the dead have seen the end of war.''
-Plato

''when the rich wage war,it's the poor who die.''
-John Paul Sartre

''during the first period of a man's life the greatest danger is not to take the risk.''
-Soren Kierkegaard

''you cannot prevent and prepare for war at the same time.''
-Albert Einstein

''there never a good war or a bad peace.''
-Benjamin Franklin

''older men declare war ,but it is the youth must fight and die.''
-Herbert Hoover

''if there must be trouble let it be in my day,that my child may have peace.''
-Thomas Paine

''war is only a cowardly escape from the problems of peace.''
-Thomas Mann

''bring the rain.''
-Unknown

''the tragedy of war is that it uses man's best to do man's worst.''
-Henry Fosdick

''war would end if the dead could return.''
-Stanley Baldwin

''peace cannot be kept by force,it can only be achieved by understanding.''
-Albert Einstein

''some people are so afraid to die,that they never begin to live.''
-Henry Van

''the rest is SILENCE.''
-William Shakespeare

For everything there is a season,

And a time for every matter under heaven:

A time to be born, and a time to die;

A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;

A time to kill, and a time to heal;

A time to break down, and a time to build up;

A time to weep, and a time to laugh;

A time to mourn, and a time to dance;

A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;

A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;

A time to seek, and a time to lose;

A time to keep, and a time to throw away;

A time to tear, and a time to sew;

A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;

A time to love, and a time to hate,

A time for war, and a time for peace.....

( Ecclesiastes 3 : 1-8 )

Words

2009-01-07T21:30:00.000-08:00

Why am I feeling so sad ?

Why am I feeling so worried ?

Its killing me softly

The emptiness inside of me

its only words...

KAMI

2008-12-29T06:45:00.000-08:00

yo,i'm back again..
hehe..
this week was a tiring week for me..but it was so much fun la.
very cool xmas with my frenz...we spend like of da half day at faiz's place coz we like having a 'happy moment' dinner of our life...i went to work on friday and saturday..it was so tiring but i enjoyed myself working there..i cant stop eating,,owh me gosh..erm,but its alright..nothing is wrong with eating except gain xtra weight and some dangerous diseases right?..haha..huh??....i went to ulu yam,selangor to attend my kezen's wedding that sunday..it took like one and half hour to go there with da creepy 'zig-zag' road in the middle of the forest..sounds weird rite??..i dunno why my kezen brought a house there..maybe privacy issue kot..da bez part is that they play abba songs for the wedding..mamma mia soundtrack,the whole album..haha..then we heading back to giant shah alam tht evening..hey, i brought KAMI the series dvd,at last..haha..i just wanted to figure out the main idea of this series..reached home like 11 pm la..as usual,its monday after sunday..i'd nothing to do..sitting around at home,watching KAMI like da whole day...now i understand the plot...seriously,we need to appreciate our frenz and have fun together...dont bother bout anythng else.. herm,now im sitting infront of my laptop blogging while hearing some indie band songs..its kinda nice..im not gonna blow my head off with some metal rock songs..haha..
stop blogging here,im waiting for tomorrow to come..chowz =)

p/s:takziah to the negeri sembilan's royal family and for sofia's family too....

nite people..

Friday Oh Friday !!

2008-12-19T07:30:00.000-08:00

its kinda a long boring day today..
as usual,i had nothing to do except for sleeping,eat,playing pc games,football and other crazy stuffs..sumtimes eat again then sleep..haha
but,its alright..i love my life although its superbosan !!..

so,song of the day...i chose sorry seems to be the hardest word by blue and elton john (but i love the kenny g and richard marx version..XD)..i just love this song..
enjoy n chowz!!

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

True Story

2008-12-05T08:59:00.000-08:00

kalau hidup ini umpama sebuah filem
pasti tuhan directornya,

kalau manusia semua pekak dan bisu
or dlm englishnye,deaf and mute..
pasti takkan kecoh satu kampung bila ayam bertelur

kalau kita ini semua perfect
we will not judge on others right?

tuhan itu MAHA KAYA
maha penyayang dan maha mengasihani
tapi manusia sekarang hanya
sibuk dengan MAHA KARYA CINTA..haha
tapi tak apa
its never too late untuk berserah..hehe

some people say the world is not fair enough for them
i think ah,,they not fair enough for this world
you know why?
bumi tak complain pun kalo dorang buat pembakaran terbuka
kalau manusia,anak pulang lewat sedikit pun
melentingnya sampai ke mata
cukup adil ke semua itu ?
nevermind,masing-masing punya perasaan

happiness,kegembiraan??
i dont know about you guys
but for me the taste of happiness is like having a perfect dinner with
my friends,having a nice stupid conversation..haha
on that moment,i could see smile, a lot of it,there's no tears that night
its just about us..di satu sudut,terlihat satu mamat berlagak handsome dgn pakaian brokeback mountainnya

sedang act like a blind man..haha..gadis-gadis sibuk dengan handbag dan lipsitcknya tatkala seseorang sedang

siduk dgn DSLRnya menangkap pose2 maut dari rakan2 nye..haha..mamat tngh flirt gan satu awek yg tanpa

disedarinya rakan sekelasnya slama ini..even ulat buku pun bertukar wataknya hari itu..seorang remaja yang

tak pernah keluar bersama rakannya terasa puas sehingga ibu tngh marah di rumah pun tak disedarinya..amoi-

amoi mengadu kekenyangan sambil macha-macha sibuk bersembang..sesorang nampak busy memikirkan duit dgn

assistantnya smbil rakan-rakannya menganggu dengan dialog 'bro,ade shaver ??'..this is my story about

happiness..

people put expectation on someone because of reasons that i sendiri pun tak paham
putting expectation on someone is like watching lee chong wei defeated in the China open
its same like us..in our life..theres always be an option for us to make a difference
if we given a teka teki..choose a solid number between 1 and 1000 except 2 until 999??... we still boleh

jawab 1 and 1000 right?
even if someone put higher expectation on us theres must be a choice..
like yoda said in THE EMPIRE STRIKES BACK,do or do not,there is no try !!

sesetengah orang asyik attack on someone's keburukan and praise their kebaikan
they never talk about their own keburukan..
they all busy jaga tepi kain orang sampai kain sendiri terlondeh pun tak nampak

hidup ini kena berpada-pada dan berjaga-jaga
kita semua tak sempurna,jadi artis pun sama
takut-takut nanti reporter melodi datang terjah
hanya kerana buat album lauching tak ajak mereka

kat dewan rakyat sibuk berdekat tentang siapa bakal PM seterusnya
dah tua-tua pun nak bergaduh
itu kah contoh negara
lain pula cerita di kampung moden kat kuala lumpur
jiran sebelah ada sony lcd
dia pun nak juga
jiran sebelah ada kereta baru
dia suruh suaminya beli lori pula..haha
suami pun cakap you can have what ever you like,,yeah..haha
masing-masing mahu menang
menang dengan otak tak mesti dgn pedang
kalau jiran sebelah ada KANSER,dia nak juga?..
pelik manusia,dah terlebih tamadun agaknya
nak buat macam mana,dah dunia ini macam-macam ada..

money,money,money
must be funny..itu ABBA punya lagu
kata orang cari duit sikit-sikit,lama-lama jadi bukit..
tapi kalau pakai duit sikit-sikit,lama-lama terus flat juga..
kalau duit tumbuh macam pokok bagus juga
semua orang tak payah kerja
jadi tukang kebun semuanya
hijau semula dunia..

SPM?,orang kata penentu segalanya
between life and death you know..
memang betul la tapi kita yang kena
dorng tak rasa apa-apa
sebelum exam,study bagai nak gila
semasa exam,focus hampir gila
selepas exam ,merdeka terus jadi gila

time cuti happy sentiasa
tak sedar waktu pun habis macam itu je
mak marah suro pergi kerja pun buat bodoh je
pergi tengok wayang tak kira masa,(buat marathon lagi)
duit habis belanja then you suffer
lepas spm,bnyk org kata kita free sepanjang masa
kalaulah free itu boleh berkata-kata
agaknya dia pun dah muak dengan kita

freedom is like what abraham lincoln cakap "In giving freedom to the slave, we assure freedom to the free".
but nowadays freedom is like having playstation 3 and play it all day long..haha
but boredom is macam tengok cerita hindustan sorang2 kat cinema lepas itu bile tengok kanan and kiri
tak ada orang pun nak cakap dengan kita,ketawa,bergurau together and even x ada a shoulder to cry on
its kindda sad right??

New York they all ckp kota yang tak pernah mati
bila masa pula kota New York bernyawa?
Kuala Lumpur pun sama,dulu banyak lumpur
tapi sekarang tak ade la,sekarang jalan dah ade tar
banyak lampu lagi tu,terang gyler kat dataran merdeka
tahun 80an org pergi KL tengok tugu negara,muzium, dan zoo negara
itu cerita dulu,..dulu-dulu dah lepas
sekarang lagi hebat,kita ade KLCC,Pavilion,LOt 10 ...jalan masjid india pun jadi la
semua penuh dengan manusia,orang kampung pun ade
tapi tak ape..dah kerajaan suruh cuti-cuti malaysia
malam-malam kat sini lg havoc
pemuda-pemudi pergi berbakti untuk negara
lepak kat zouk, euphoria, smpai subuh esok pagi
nasib baik diaorang tak lepak kat lake club..(club untuk datuk-datin exercise)..haha
they have fun like theres no tomorrow
diaorang muda lagi,biarkan je
bak kata t.i and rihanna just livin' my live
esok kerja,jangan lupa

KL pun famous dengan okestranye
tapi itu cerita waktu tengah malam je
mat rempit sibuk buat adjustment kat motor yamaha RXZ kesayangan mereka
berlumba siapa dapat buat pencemaran bunyi paling power
kalau tergolek,padan muka..

tengah malam pun dorang main bolasepak
itulah semangat rakyat malaysia
tapi jangan la bising sangat
jiran tidur pun boleh terjaga

hidup ini memang macam sebuah filem
bukan cerita dongeng macam enchanted
lagi2 confirm tuhan directornya
nasib baik tak boleh copy and paste
kalau tidak,,
sampai esok pun story ini tak habis-habis....hahaha
so i pun tak tahu nak kata apa
penat bikin ini cerita sampai pak guard pun dah membuta
and i rase this is the end of a true story about Life...

Thank God Its FRIDAY

2008-11-21T05:37:00.000-08:00

today went to PaViLion to settle some thing wit me friends,faiz,sim,sofia,imran,amir and farouq....as usual,da gila2 thinggy all came out...first,faiz mad at this indon lady bcoz she shouted in the bus like her dad owned it...haha...then,all of the sudden it was faiz arguing with erm,,cant even remember who was it about some 'gay' problem in the monorail...after spending quarter of the day at pavilion then its time for me to 'SHINE'..haha...it sounds soo gay right??..ah,,i dont even care...no la,,actually,we heading to times square to play bowling !!!!.....it was so funny....my team won the game...haha..credits to imran n amir....serve you right faiz !!...then,time to go home..before that,faiz, amir n imran took part in this competition they called 'maxis miinniiiiiii'...so funny weh...the funniest thing yet to come !!.....i couldnt describe the situation in the lrt when we all like kiddos n monkey playing around in the train..anyway,it was a moment to remember...
...i will miss this day !!!

From This Moment On

2008-11-13T05:17:00.000-08:00

Love Story...

Hey
This is my story
It’s true
Ok listen..

Oh baby…words that wanted to say to you
The words that made me sad in my heart
Even though we fell in love very much
But cannot overcome that reason
Like a fool cannot send any words
Give me one more chance
I don’t know
Did your heart changed?
Is not too late right?
Prayed but you turned away coldly

This song is a true love story
My story that I risked everything on
But it’s the end, everything is over now
This is my past love
I love you, I still love you.

Oh….is possible to forget loved you
The love that’s in my memory
You left me and all the promises you made with me is nothing
You smiled while telling my story

My heartache like I’m dying, oh no…..
If only one time, only to be with you
My heart may not rest
Wish you is my everything

This song is a true love story
My story that I risked everything on
But it’s the end, everything is over now
This is my past love
I love you, I still love you.

The real sound from my heart
If I give all my guarantees
Will forever waiting for you to come back to me
I love you, I still love you.

I also forget fist
My heart is breaking
Therefore very painful but should break
The hate and all the innermost feeling of you
But still recalling
The man that can give you hug appeared right?
Now everything can be settle without you
Now listen to this song
This song is to your love story
Give it all my sentiment
Not regretting
I forget you now

This is my past love
I love you, I still love you.

Listen to your voice for the last time
All my shout
If you heard it please come back to me again
Love you forever
I love you, only love you

Baby, please come back to me
Miss you baby.

by Rain..

fabulous friday

2008-11-07T06:27:00.000-08:00

my last lesson of the year in this high school life !!! tq pn.suneeta..=]
our class t-shirt rocks !!!!!!! yeah

credits to sim,sofia,faiz, and all the people who workd hard to make this thing hppn !!!
thx you all .....

This is day
that i never wanted to come
this is the day we have to leave
to say good bye
to our friends
our teachers
our classmates
our high school
say good bye
to everything we know!
we all have to move on
and let somethings go
our friends we had for years and years
we may never see again
everyone we grew to know
taken away and scattered
some move on together
others we will never see again

when we first came here
we all wanted to leave
couldn't wait to get outta this place
but now knowing we can't stay
with tears in our eyes
we will say good bye
but that doesn't mean we will ever forget
the memories we have made
will stay forever in our hearts
goodbye....

thursday twilight

2008-11-06T05:33:00.000-08:00

Erm...I just got so little things to say !!!!!!!!..
today : the coolest BM period ever !!

.....the grand opening of my 'faisalinlove' blog....'thanks' a lot my friends !!!...
love you guys...

suddenly realized that i'll be leaving my school in couple of weeks...its kinda sad....but the most important thing now is to focus on SPM !!!!..i think ah,,,thts all..haha....bye..

p/s : congrats to Obama...

wonderful wednesday

2008-11-05T07:01:00.000-08:00

erm,,...got English workshop today..it was so fun !!!...im so gonna miss that moment...

My happiest goodbye......

This is my happiest goodbye
This is a story of my life
This is a journey of million miles
This is my everyday
This is a unforgettable episode in my life
This is tears of joy
This is for me
This is for you
This is for us
This is the last dance
This is the hardest word
This is LOVE
This is yesterday
This is today
This is tomorrow,,
And,, this is my happiest goodbye….

tuesday terror

2008-11-04T04:27:00.000-08:00

today got majlis restu in my school..,
me not crying..
not that i dont have any feelings but life must goes on rite?... =X ..

haha...like everyday,,me + my friends do the gila-gila thinggy.. haha
got nothing else to do...hehe

we are soooo fabulous !!!!!!!

marvellous monday

2008-11-03T04:34:00.000-08:00

hey...im blogging for the first time in my life..haha...so,,this is my life !!